Well, it has obviously been a difficult time for everyone the past few days. I would liked to have been here to weigh in on this whole situation, but I was in England with my wife for the Party Poker Big Game 5, where ultimately I became too ill to play, first with a major ear infection that turned into vertigo during the flight. All wasn’t lost, however, because I was later able to co-host the show for nearly 24 of the 48 hours that the show ran. (Not as easy as it would seem with vertigo. Fortunately I was able to blame any incoherence on sleep deprivation.)
I want you to know how flattered I was that so many of you came to might site and Facebook page when you heard the news on “Black Friday.” I truly wish I was in a position to provide better leadership. My heart breaks for all of us. For most of us represents not only income, but community as well. I’ve had the chance to cross paths with so many fascinating, thoughtful people I’d have had no chance to meet were it not for poker. The money is what it is. But for a lot of us we have the sense that the train is pulling out, and our community is waving goodbye to us from the station.
It’s also something that many of us are good at, not to mention a huge part of our daily ritual. Subtract all those things at once, and your world is turned upside down.
Many of you have asked how I’m doing personally, for which I’m incredibly grateful. I’ll quickly address that before moving on to how you’re doing. I also want you to know that I’m going to be recording a podcast in a day or so that answers some of your specific questions, and addresses the particulars of what you should and shouldn’t be doing during this time of great upheaval. Today what I’d like to articulate is a larger theme; a hopeful one.
I’ll address for a moment what’s happening in my life. It was disconcerting to say the least, to be in England and far from my work, my company, my friends and my family. I’m generally someone who likes to process information before reacting — and given distance, sleep deprivation and illness, the processing came slowly.
Having taken a week to think things through, you might be surprised at the conclusion to which I’ve come.
In a strange way, I almost feel as if a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I don’t think I truly realized how stressful it was to write books, play a million hands a year, study poker, make instructional videos, write columns for two magazines, play the WSOP, fulfill my Team Poker Stars obligations, and everything else that is involved with being aggressive with my career. Plus, the games simply got absurdly hard online, and I was trying to be a good husband and father while trying to stay one step ahead of kids who don’t have one-tenth of all of those things to worry about. Fortunately, I’ve saved the vast majority of what I’ve made over the years in online poker, which aids me in the perspective I’m gaining.
Enough about me. Let’s talk about you.
The main reason this whole situation weighs on me as it does is that I genuinely feel for my friends who’ve made a living off this game directly or indirectly. I know there are many out there who either didn’t save money very well or were newer to the game and didn’t have time to set aside money.
But what I’d like to do is instill in you a sense of hope and optimism for poker and our community. I’ll tell you a quick anecdote about my time in London that might build a bridge to this larger point.
When I had a chance to speak with my business partner about what we’d do in the aftermath of this devastating news, we committed to one another that we’d soldier on and find an opportunity here somewhere. As we were about to hang up, he gave me a Churchill quote: “If you’re going through hell, keep going.”
Later that day I was texting back and forth with another friend, Matt Reilly, who’s spent a lot of time traveling abroad and recommended a restaurant where I could take my wife for a good meal in London (which are rare). When the host took us to our table, we were seated next to a wall on which the same Churchill quote was written.
That had to be a sign.
Awhile back, I posted an article that says the most important characteristic that determines success is not talent; it’s grit. Part of grit is getting through the tough times. If you talk to any successful person, they’ll tell you about a time when they could have stopped, but instead decided to keep going. When those who have grit go through hell, they keep going.
It is incredibly unfortunate that something like this has happened. I think we all knew that poker could go away for a period of time, but I am pretty sure most of us thought that if it did, there would at least be some warning of some kind. I don’t think many of us ever thought we would go to log in and get an FBI logo pop up on our screen! I know I sure didn’t.
Having finally arrived back home and gotten in front of the computer for a good chunk of time, I’ve read through much of what has been said and written about this whole situation. Most are reacting emotionally, which I understand. Maybe the big three poker rooms acted illegally (though that’s far from a certainty). I absolutely share the view that most of you have that the U.S. government created an environment that was totally unreasonable for these businesses and defied our civil rights, as well as our right to make a living.
That said, I would like to encourage people to try and take the high road as much as possible regarding this issue. It is going to be much, much better for poker in general if we can all band together and take the appropriate steps to legalize poker and end our worries once and for all.
Most of us agree that the U.S. government is increasingly lost and almost entirely irrational. I used to think of the government as being populated by the best of us; now it seems we are going to have to act more maturely than those who govern us. It has come to this: online poker players are going to have to be the grown ups. For once we are going to have to do something more than type a rant on the interwebz.
I would suggest listening closely to the Poker Players Alliance. While some may be frustrated with their lack of accomplishments over the years — I know I have been. But the reality is they have a damn hard job and they are our best option. They are good people trying to do their best and I think it is going to be wise to support them in any way they ask.
Just as importantly, I also think it is going to be wise to still focus on improving your game as much as possible. In any chaotic environment like this, cooler heads will always prevail. Those who are acting like the sky is falling and aren’t looking for opportunity in this mess are going to be the ones who get hurt the most.
Former White House Chief of Staff Rahm Emanuel said, “Never let a crises go to waste,” and I agree.
If you are freaking out and canceling your training site memberships and assuming that because you can’t log in today, that you never will, I can PROMISE you that that is a mistake. Things will get resolved. I still believe poker is headed toward legalization.
What we do know is that when it is legalized, it will be more lucrative than it ever has before. And who do you think will get the lion’s share of that pie? The guy who panicked and stopped working on his game? Or do you think it will be the guy who decided that if others aren’t going to work on their games, he will, and when it comes back, he will be better than ever?
This isn’t rocket science. I know that when I was just starting out, I saw an opportunity to be really good. I saw that most poker players were complacent and didn’t treat their poker like a business. I saw that most people took time off when they were running well, and played epic long sessions when they were stuck and likely not playing their best. I saw that most didn’t save well and it hurt their ability to make more money because they couldn’t move up in stakes as fast. So I decided to treat my poker like a business long before I wrote a book by the same title. And because I took advantage of this opportunity, I can withstand this set back.
Let me tell you who I’m going to try to be, now that I’m no longer who I used to be. I am going to take whatever time away from online poker that we have to take my game to another level. I always felt that if I wasn’t consumed playing so many hands that I could study and get on a level with the top 5-10 poker players in the world. Maybe I’m nuts, but hey if you don’t have your dreams, you don’t have much of a chance. If I’m wrong, so be it.
So I am going to take a lot of time over the rest of this year and play around with tools like Poker Stove and Flopzilla and really break down the game of poker in a way that I have never before. And I think that I can go from where I am now to many levels beyond. If I’m taking steps to get better while others are going backwards, then that is a good situation for me regardless of my world ranking. There is no better time to try and improve than when others are not because that is when you make the most relative progress.
Think of it this way: For the past few years, trying to improve has been like trying to distance yourself from another person while you are both on an escalator. You can get ahead of the person before you, but not easily. But imagine if the other person got on the escalator going in the opposite direction. Now every step you take forward is twice as important because the other person is going backward.
A large chunk of the poker players are going to stop studying and will be hopping on that escalator going backwards. Now your study time means at least twice as much because when you go forward, they go backward. And remember, in poker we are measured only against the people we compete against. So this is a great chance to really distance yourself.
Will you be the one who goes backwards and likely never be heard from again in poker? Or will you be someone who seizes this opportunity to gain two steps for every one you take, and ultimately gets paid in the end? It’s your call.
I know which one I’ll be doing.